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Boyfriend changed - I'm still miserable

2021.12.04 07:07 toykimse Boyfriend changed - I'm still miserable

They time finally came, he changed. No more degrading, manipulation, disrespect, name-calling, assault, flirting with other women, comparing me with other woman or humiliating me. No more abuse. No more fake love-bombing. I thought everything would be ok once he changed.
But no. I am miserable. How did he even DARE treat me like that? I want to scream at him. I want to remind him of the torment he put upon me every day for almost a year. But I can't. I feel its unfair. He is good! He treats me with all the respect I deserve. He went to therapy and got out of his psychosis/mania. He makes an effort.
The abuse stopped about a month ago. I told him and myself that I have forgiven him. But I recently realized that I was lying. I got CPTSD from the abuse. I'm constantly afraid. Everything feels dangerous. I'm having arguments with him in my head. One thing that is bothering me is that while he admitted to doing the things I brought up to him(mostly things about other women) he blamed it on insecurities. Sure, but he never admitted he did make a conscious effort to bully me. We never really talked about him using his power over me.
Am I in the wrong for wanting to hear this from him? And if I were to ask him about it, how do I even bring it up? Should I let it be and just work on myself to finally forgive him? It was a while ago after all. We love each other and want this to work but I don't know how to deal with this post-abuse misery.
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2021.12.04 07:07 Quiet_Spy How to earn a lot of GOLD?

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2021.12.04 07:07 SMM_Sockpuppet Just discovered you have these things called “showbags” and holy hell, why don’t we have these in America? Where do they even come from? I have ALL the questions and need. to. know.

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2021.12.04 07:07 groupmemberbruh how do i put my specs below my name

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2021.12.04 07:07 clip_mirror_bot Famous Tiktoker driving Mario Kart in LA with MeesterKeem and Talk2tTimbo

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2021.12.04 07:07 -en- @Reuters: Bitcoin extends downtrend, falls 12.1% to $47,176 https://t.co/Hi1GOAIJZF https://t.co/OLlWbJEU2F

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2021.12.04 07:07 Br3adS1ce How do I unlock the beastmen?

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2021.12.04 07:07 andyus86 Monitor choose (FHD 165hz)

Hello, i've a chance to pick 1 of these 3 monitor: - AoC c27g2u FHD VA 165hz 27" = 160€ - Iiyama G2470HSU-B1 IPS 165hz 24" = 150€ - Dell S2422HG VA 165hz 24" = 150€
From what i read, Dell one seems superior than liyama IPS, but i'm looking for reccomendations. Thanks in advance
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2021.12.04 07:07 -en- @Reuters: Parents of suspected Michigan school shooter, themselves wanted, taken into custody https://t.co/NLmJHGhq1w https://t.co/rbuT2N0egC

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2021.12.04 07:07 somenumbers6 Fkn Auckland noise complaints is shit

Literally they don't give a f, neighbour are way to loud, im struck in que from 1 hour at 30th position.
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2021.12.04 07:07 tealeafxo Cheapest parking in Cambridge

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2021.12.04 07:07 cheybabeh Anyone else quit their job with no backup plan and also a lot of debt?? 🙃

greetings all—
so last Sunday I finally decided to quit my soul sucking job of a year and a half or so. I was constantly being bullied by management due to asking for accommodations and fmla. it finally got to the point where I considered taking my own life. I felt much better but now the uncertainty is kicking in. In addition to my autism dx, I also have ADHD, OCD, and C-PTSD, and as for physical ailments, I have at least narcolepsy, fibromyalgia, and hypermobility syndrome. I have no idea what to do next. I have about $23k in debt. I live with my husband, who works about 30 hours a week (more lately as he's started picking up shifts when he can). we have no savings, i have no backup plan except maybe starting my own business with my crafts, but I'm having a hard time even figuring out where to start there, especially since I might need to file for bankruptcy soon. I spoke to a local disability lawyer about opening a claim and they basically said my autism is "too high functioning" to count, since I can speak most of the time and have held jobs in the past, and the other mental health dxes won't really count since I'm not currently in therapy (even though I have been on and off since I was a small child and it never helped). they suggested i speak with vocational rehab but the idea of getting another "real job" fills me with an incredible amount of despair. I didn't really know which sub to post this in, I'm just hoping someone here has been through something similar. honestly any advice would be appreciated.
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2021.12.04 07:07 Dumberwarrior Waiting half an hour for a game ill only be playing for 25 minutes

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2021.12.04 07:07 Apprehensive-Goat-81 The Goblin Shark (Project Trevor Henderson)

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2021.12.04 07:07 SouthrnDeath New page created specifically for calling our scammers posing as sugar mommas and daddy’s, join us and help stop these losers in their tracks! https://www.reddit.com/r/SugarMommaScammers/

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2021.12.04 07:07 beakersoft360 Anyone else decided to not check how bad this crash is?

Opened reddit this morning, saw all the posts about this crash and decided not to check my portfolio. Like at all, probably until at least the middle of next week. I try not to check charts to much anyway, I have no fiat to buy (its Christmas don't you know). Why cos myself stress when I'm aiming on holding for a few years anyways. I can't be the only one?
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2021.12.04 07:07 PhilosophySoft5643 NHL customer service FAIL ... Apparently the NHL a major billion dolar corporation cannot call back it customers who PAY for nhltv in Europe... Don't have WhatsApp, Skype, a good ol' fashion telephone???? Deplorable and zero device to paying customers.

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2021.12.04 07:07 Kind-Egg3426 Join the 🔞13-17 TEEN LEAKS🔞 Discord Server!

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2021.12.04 07:07 NewsElfForEnterprise Movies on TV this week: 'Patton' on Encore; 'Raging Bull' TCM; L.A. Confidential' Showtime

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2021.12.04 07:07 BadaB00mBabay Учёные придумали, как выпускать экологически чистые солнечные панели из органических материалов

Иллюстрация Солнечные панели вырабатывают чистую энергию, но производство самих батарей далеко не экологически чистое. Помочь с этим может переход на выпуск фотопанелей с использованием органических материалов, но до сих пор этому мешал ряд технологических проблем. Совместными усилиями учёные из Швеции и Китая нашли возможность «озеленить» производство солнечных элементов из «органики», что даёт надежду на прорыв в отрасли. В опубликованной в издании Nature Energy статье исследователи рассказали о методах решения проблемы экологически грязного производства солнечных элементов из органических материалов. Главной проблемой было использование токсичных органических растворителей с низкой температурой кипения. Мало того, что они были вредны для окружающей среды, так ещё низкая температура кипения вела к чрезмерному испарению раствора, что ставило крест на экономном производстве.
Учёные из Университета Линчёпинга в Швеции и Университета Сучжоу в Китае смогли подобрать молекулярные соединения, которые стали донорами определённых молекул в составе нетоксичных органических растворителей. Система донор-акцептор решила две задачи: позволила задействовать в процессе безопасные растворители и повысила температуру кипения растворителей. При этом КПД получившегося солнечного элемента составил 17 % — это почти на уровне КПД лучших лабораторных образцов фотоэлементов из «вредных» растворителей, у которых эффективность равна 18 %.
До сих пор КПД фотоэлементов, выпущенных с использованием безопасных органических растворителей, был намного ниже, как и страдала устойчивость «зелёных» фотопанелей в условиях эксплуатации во внешней среде (деградация происходила в течение 10 лет). Новый техпроцесс обещает повысить устойчивость дружественных к среде фотопанелей к непогоде и прямым солнечным лучам и открывает путь к масштабному производству.
Добавим, предложенные молекулярные соединения также позволили увеличить эффективную площадь отдельных фотоэлементов. Иначе говоря, дали возможность делать их больше по площади не теряя в эффективности. Это тоже позволит снизить стоимость органических солнечных панелей за счёт уменьшения количества элементов в составе панелей.
Источник:
NewAtlas
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2021.12.04 07:07 boredsuprhero And im not even a watson main hehe

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