I let myself go and it makes me want to die.

2021.12.03 01:15 fattthrowaway12345 I let myself go and it makes me want to die.

Right before the pandemic blew up in the US, my little sister died. Then quarantine and entering a relationship that’s gotten maybe too comfortable?
We’re both depressed. I’m trying hard at home to take care of myself and help my partner.
I don’t feel sexy at all anymore with the literal 30 lbs I put on.
I’m 24F and went from beautiful body 150-160 lbs to 180-190. I went to a social event recently that was photographed and the photos came out today. I look fucking huge.
I went from hot size 6 to frumpy size 12.
My diet is shit, I don’t really exercise outside of my pretty active job.
If y’all are interested in the root of my fixation on how I look:
I grew up with a morbidly obese dad who got weight loss surgery then became a highly narcissistic abusive person. He commented on my appearance, specifically my weight (when I developed an ED and started losing weight, he told me I looked beautiful but if I lost another 10 lbs I’d be “stunning”) and my complexion (calling me “pizza face” when I was a stress-acne plagued teen). He encouraged me wearing makeup but not too much or I’d look slutty. TONS of inappropriate shit to say to your 12-15 year old daughter.
Thanks for reading this chaotic trauma dump rant. Goodnight.
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2021.12.03 01:15 Cricketgaming19 New Zealand vs West Indies PS4 Pro Gameplay

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2021.12.03 01:15 TheShaneHaley Let’s give the shorts the BEST $DKNG of their lives! This will be EPIC!

The next play is here apes!
We’ve blown these stocks up by bounding together and giving these dick lickers where it hurts the most, their dicks!
Tomorrow I’m doubling down on my position and buying 500 more shares.
This stock has been absolutely DESTROYED the last 3 months and it looks like it’s ready for take off. We are riding this bitch all the way to the fucking moon. The shorts are coming after it and frankly I’m sick of it. It’s on like $DKNG.
Don’t miss this 🚀
Tomorrow we ride!
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2021.12.03 01:15 Amripal Absolute heathens

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2021.12.03 01:15 Pm7_ Need a stand for ender 3 v2 screen

My printer came with the part to attach the screen to the side of the printer, but didn't come with the t nuts or screws to actually attach it, I was wondering if anyone knew what kind of screws and t nuts those were or if there are alternate screen stand options.
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2021.12.03 01:15 Zealousideal-Rule-24 sorry, you're about 3 months too late

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2021.12.03 01:15 pedal_deals_bot Korg M50 61-Key Music Workstation Keyboard - $389 ($389 + Free S/H) 81%

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2021.12.03 01:15 browsza Cant believe Z*kir N*ik Made a Cameo in Hellbound

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2021.12.03 01:15 umpadedooo Is this a good starter pc for playing games like Star Citizen?

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2021.12.03 01:15 humblepie8 Where’s this model ship?

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2021.12.03 01:15 AAAAAA_13 I just realized that I've got a time limit

Ever since I met them, I've just been thinking "Well, maybe next year I'll have more classes with them and we'll be able to talk!"
And then next year comes around and we've only got one or two classes together and they're always classes that don't involve much interaction between students, so I go back to hoping it'll be better next year.
But I'm a sophomore in high school now. I only have two school years left in high school, then I'd be surprised if I ever see them again. We only ever see each other at school and I have no way of contacting them outside it. We barely know each other so it's not like I can ask them for their phone number or anything.
So I've got a bit of a time limit. A deadline. I only have 2 years to try to get to know them better...
But what if I don't? What if the next 2 years bring me even less opportunities to talk to them than the last 2?
This realization has made my day a bit worse
Now I feel like it's too late, like I've missed all of the opportunities I had and now I'll never get any more.
Why are they so hard to talk to? We have 4 mutual friends, one of which is my brother and another of which is my closest friend, yet I never see them outside of the one class we share.
Anyway, that concludes my sad rant. I'll probably delete this later but it kinda helped to type this all out
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2021.12.03 01:15 Intern_Al Eddie Johnson (Suns announcer) just went on a random 30-second tirade on KPJ

He was saying something along the lines of how he was glad KPJ’s triple-double was taken away and that he “wanted that 10th rebound so bad” because he’ll probably never get another triple-double in his career.
Commentators really shouldn’t be saying stuff like this about opposing players. It’s straight-up bashing them and it was all unprovoked. He used to do the same thing with Harden. Clown shit.
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2021.12.03 01:15 CarrotTheBun squish ...

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2021.12.03 01:15 nevergonnabuy Anyone else really annoyed with Takemichi(anime)?

Possible Spoiler in this rant: I am watching this and honestly the only thing keeping me going is the epic fights of the other characters but im getting really annoyed with Takemitchy. Like, I like that he is tough and can take a beating and I do see some growth in other perspective but like goddamn if youre going to join a gang like Toman and be involved in this sht to try to bring down Kisaki and stop all this, how do you not learn how to fight? Like that seems like the most logical thing to fucking do....Its so annoying seeing him trying to prevent something or stop someone but he cant do shit so all hes doing is calling for someone else to help...Like hes always saying "Oh im gonna be head of toman, im gonna crush kisaki" but like can barely fight and gets his ass beat everytime? and goddamn is it just me that think hes a dumbass or??.....Like how does he learn all this information in the present and then goes back to the past and says "why does this person look so familiar?" and its like bruh u literally just saw that persons face.. and I get we as an audience do get a little more info than he does but we are still following along with what he knows and learns and yet he cant seem to figure out and piece together like the most basic shit... Like im trying not to drop this but its getting harder and harder...
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2021.12.03 01:15 TheAveryOConnor Sitting pretty [OC]

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2021.12.03 01:15 geotaka Looking for a Misdreavus, I'll trade you a Murkrow for one!

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2021.12.03 01:15 Hyyyyh New CC immune Trinkets 9.2

These are new trinkets that will be added in Patch 9.2!

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2021.12.03 01:15 OliveJuices17 Do you call them ornaments or bobbles?

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2021.12.03 01:15 PLarsen985 「Cygnus X-1」 -- Ability in comments!

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2021.12.03 01:15 RevolutionaryTap1776 Zeke isn't right

When are we gonna have the conversation that Pollard should be the lead back?
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2021.12.03 01:15 EntelEnes Habil ile Kabil 2021 remastered

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